This afternoon, after finishing all of my assignments for my online training, I scanned my usual websites for something new to enjoy. While I am devouring the archives of the newer finds, and discovering links that they are kind enough to include, I would love to find some new blogs to follow. I decided to give stumbleupon a try. It proved somewhat interesting and a good waster of time, but wasn’t giving me the new connection I was hoping for. However, tonight, I found something very, very interesting. I will continue my search for new people to “meet” online and read, but this was creepy and made my night fascinating.
I found a very strange and somewhat confusing personality test. A series of 20 images are shown, and you are forced to choose A or B. Many questions do not really make sense, so I just went with my reflexes and instinct. It doesn’t take long, so I recommend you give it a try:
My results we as follows:
Your power comes from an ability to sense how things might be and to proclaim this possibility with a great force and willingness to act. You have a tendency to be romantic, and can be an idealist. This sense of how the world can be is often expressed with self-deprecatory humor. Because of your need to address the immediacy of the moment, you may not think things through to their logical end, relying instead on a feeling for how a situation SHOULD end. You need to be liked and appreciated by others, although your attention often wanders. Sometimes you neglect old friends in favor of a new or exciting acquaintance. You have a real difficulty being alone. Often you will seem to know how to handle a situation without exactly knowing HOW you know this. Your thoughts are often shallow. While in the excitement of the moment you can obsess about a task at hand. If it should become rote and unexciting, however, it can be dropped just as quickly.
Some of this is a bit off, but most of it is weirdly spot-on. I’m sure some of it is generalized–we all need to be liked and appreciated. But this need is the foundation of who I am, why I do almost everything. One of the things that made choosing a major and career difficult is that I do fall head over heels for what I am currently studying or interested in–children, teaching, writing, criminal justice, ministry… my passion was strong and changed with every new class I took.
I am less enthralled by how accurate this analysis is than I am with the thought that I am deeply and fully me. There is nothing I can do to hide or change what it is that drives me, sustains me, plagues me. Just like the children from the beautiful 7-Up series, I haven’t changed over the years, and I won’t. Insecurities, pleasures, ideas, loyalties–these are so entrenched that every instinct, every action I perform relays them. Even when I am unaware, these traits permeate my choices and display themselves for the world.
“I yam what I yam, and that’s all what I yam.” –Popeye